I keep having weird weird weird weird WEIRD dreams. Of OTHER guys.

I've never once had a good dream about Chris. If I do dream of him, its bad.

I see other guys in my dreams and instinct just tells me that they're good for me. And in my dreams with them I'm happy, whereas in my dreams with Chris, he treats me like hell and of course I'm unhappy.

I told him about it because he saw the first line of my post when I was typing it. He said not to make anything out of it. Well okay I guess I'll try. Just that those dreams are recurring ones. And I wake up feeling doubtful of him.

Last night, I had the ultimate dream. I dreamt of bensee. Omg. How many years ago was that bensee phase? 4 years ago! 4 years ago I finally managed to forget him. In my dream I said something that I'm ashamed of to say here. Chris'll kill me if he found out.

Omg bensee ... LOL.... Sher, Belle, Xiufeng and Jon should know this phase very VERY well... Lolz....

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I just had a damn big scolding from my mom about Chris. WALAO....